You know how when you just cant get caught up financially, you don't feel good, the house is a mess, everything hurts, stuff is falling apart, and you JUST DONT CARE? It's like that for me... Except I vacuumed..
I can't say that I hate my life, because I don't. But I can say that I think WHY BOTHER? Imean, my life isn't going anywhere. I will always just blunder along, trying to get from one day to the next. Just like anyone else. It's not like I am feeling sorry for myself, I just don't see the point..
I am sick of struggling.. I would like to go back to school, but I think I wouldn't remember stuff.. I think that I am always going to do hair, but now I don't feel like I do a very good job.. Dropping stuff, don't feel good..
What am I doing here?